No.1633654
>>1633625>the school nurse that sent me death threatsok dude i have to hear this one
No.1633668
>>1633565>>1633570>people have total mental breakdowns if they skip a dose or if they overdose>SSRIs and anti-psychotics can interact rly funky with recreational drugsnow i'm curious, what drugs are there to enhance the psych ward experience and go full gonzo? i'm certain there's some funky shit i can tap into under the right conditions. it should be fun at the very least.
i know my grandfather was schizophrenic and i must have inherited that unfortunate trait from him. for once he used to be institutionalized then eventually hung himself after being freed, but not before securing his bloodline.
No.1633677
>>1633668idk what makes you think it would be fun ive personally never seen anyone on these meds that wasnt miserable in some way though some of them would occasionally have brief periods of "happiness" where they wouldnt sit down and shut the fuck up when they werent sleeping. schizo meds in particular seem to turn people into shambling corpses
if youre in your late 20s or later and schizophrenia hasnt manifested yet then it probably never will its not a guarantee just because a family member had it
No.1633681
>>1633627i hat them and their demonspawn they shit out every 9 months for more welfarebux
>job was to go to different school to help IT guy there even though they rarely needed help with anything so nobody ever knew who i was>go with IT guy at some middle school to help teacher with computer issue in her classroom>walk in classroom, some fat nigress in the back screams "OH MY GOD WHO ARE YOU">teacher asks her to greet me nicely>nigress: "no thank you :^)"fuck that one still pisses me off
>>1633631>on a side note who thought it was a good idea to even use these shits in a school setting?superintendent who is not people
>shits are literally just gimped gentoo with google chrome installed, the normie kids won't learn shit about using industry software, and the autists can't even learn about fun unix properlyackhually they're debian-based now, and they like em cuz they pretend they have complete control over them including what sites they can access and what apps they can use but there are a gorillion proxy sites popping up every second that they use to play browser games n shit.
>and lik i can understand wangblows hardware being expensive af on a large scale but why bother with linux autism if they're just going to use x86 for most of em anywaya lot cheaper and easier to manage than wangblows. everything is chrome in the future anyways
and of course they're kids so they're gonna break them all the time. a gorillion cracked screens and missing keys all covered in snot and boogers and shit and piss that we had to fix
at least they'd get charged for it. favorite one was the kid that admitted to using her chromebook as an ironing board, keyboard was melted but it still turned on.
>>1633654>nurse is bitching that her chromebook isn't working (teachers would get them too because of course)>swap it out for a bulky windows laptop cuz that's all we have right now>literally all she does is enter shit on a form in a browser, i have no other chromebooks to spare and those go to kids first so you get a wangblows laptop fukn deal with it>while i'm swapping it out she has her personal phone on her desk and she's complaining to another nurse that sheem not getting another chromebook>other nurse calls me a bastard, says she'll kill me and she knows where the school is>uh>go back to IT ~~office~~ closet and ponder what to do>call last IT guy that I'm filling in for since he's working somewhere else now, ask him what to do>"now you know why i left">tells me to inform my supers cuz that bad>tell supervisors and principal, they move me to a different school later that daypart of me figured that if i didn't report it then of course that was gonna be the one time some nurse hopped up on xanax was actually gonna go for the high score. believe it or not that's not the most psycho nurse i've encountered in my life either
without a doubt the most bizarre job i've ever had, i remember thanking my parents over and over again for sending me to private school and they said "now you know"
No.1633687
>>1633612>isnt going to suddenly change for the better by stopping media coverageah but ill do one better. you wanna be famous kid? enjoy.
you dont stop covering it. you cover it AND post all their porn folders and the private pics of them wearing their sisters ballet outfits
solve everything
i suppose youll still get the occasional homicidal humiliation fetishist, but thats gotta be even more uncommon than garden variety spreekillers
No.1633692
>>1633668mania sounds fun on paper
it def aint tho
go read old horror stories on erowid if you want. def a better way to experience that.
MAOIs, the predecessors to SSRIs, usually acted catastrophically w any psychs and stims like meth or MDMA, and esp the stronger research chems like the 2Cs. often to the point of permanent psychological damage. or even death in the case of molly
serotonin syndrome. again, sounds fun on paper. aint thoand the thing is, even if you play it cool, these things come in waves. eventually youll slip up and prolly get institutionalized and/or arrested and end up in r-wing. you dont get to check yourself out of those things. and manics get the heavy shit. and i dont mean fun. i mean lik max strength halcyon drooling at a wall for 32hrs a day. knew some other kid whod been through it and he had permanent tremors from all the weird shit they forced down his throat. def made everything much much worse for him forever. he kysd not too long after
tl;dr
dont go kicking the hornets nest
No.1633695
>>1633677>>1633668>if youre in your late 20s or later and schizophrenia hasnt manifested yet then it probably never will its not a guarantee just because a family member had italso this
if you think its even a possibility, just dont do weird psychs until your mid-20s. even if its hereditary, its an extremely recessive disorder. it was in my fam too, and im fine and none of my close relatives my age have it either
tbh, as someone who did them a lot as a kid anyways like a retard, theyre a lot more fun to do when youre not lik 15 and dont know who tf you are yet. last thing anyone wants to do while on a head full of acid is get stuck in a thought-loop over how their prom date wont fuck them or whatever. end up spending 6hrs telling your life story to a tree or some retard shit
No.1633698
>>1633625>teachers that would openly talk shit about troons in the teacher's loungewhen i was in school we didn't have troons yet and open faggotry was pretty much unheard of but i did overhear them talking shit about certain disadvantaged (poor) kids a lot. it mostly came from the teachers who believed the whole campus is filled with privileged upper class kids who's parents are making far more than their own inflated salaries (and they bitched nonstop to the students about how "underpaid" they were despite making on average $65K/year). it seemingly blew their minds that anyone would have kids and have less than a $120K/year combined salary. practically all of them believed that literally everyone had a computer at home with internet access and a printer, even the poor kids. to them single parent households simply did not exist. basically if you didn't buy your kids a computer to do their reports and other nonsense on to them it was a form of child abuse.
i also remember some male teachers discussing how they intentionally let "hot" girls skirt the dress code as long as it wasnt too obvious while reprimanding the ugly ones but thats kinda a different story.
this was the late 90's-early 2000's mind you when computers were still quite expensive.
No.1633700
>>1633698>but thats kinda a different storyyah but thatll fuck a chick up more than lik
anythinglifelong insecurity and broken relationships cuz their pedo teacher didnt ogle them enough
No.1633709
this isn't really spart or schizo but on the topic of shitty schools, i remember my school getting sued by the state board of education
apparently my parents had filed a complaint that the school wasn't even trying to accomodate for my younger brother (he sadly had the tism) and the board found that they violated p much every disability standard for autismos
the school also had a bunch of other shit too, lik this one teacher who e-spied on my computer in another class eventually got fired for sexually assaulting a female student, and i heard of this other elementary teacher who publicly verbally abused a student
and of course the admins hardly gaf about any of that, but the moment some girl sets up a gossip page on social media they go into full SHUT IT DOWN mode
frankly i'm just shocked that i've only heard about one student there an-heroing
No.1633711
>>1633709>frankly i'm just shocked that i've only heard about one student there an-heroingyou're not looking hard enough
i went to a tiny private school (less than 200 kids between 7-12 grade) and a junior an hero'd in my sophomore year and it really fucked everyone up. me especially cuz i was one of the last people he talked to and he cryptically told me he was gonna do it but i didn't get what he meant until they called us in that monday and told us. prolly didn't help that they reminded us suicide was a sin and he may or may not be in hell rn, thats something you raly don't wanna say to a bunch of overly emotional teenage girls who always find something to bitch about.
fuck im just thinking about how fukd that is, like the kid killed himself and the only thing ur gonna say is "that's a sin and sinners go to hell" lik wow how out of touch can you be
No.1633713
>>1633711yah christcucks are retards but i at least get the logic behind it
lik how tf else do you convince someone whos gonna kys that they shouldnt kys? simple: fear of eternal hellfire and brimstone
i dont think it works too well tbh, but thats the idea
No.1633720
>>1633711>self actualizing negrolel
No.1633722
>>1633687not a bad idea actually. if youre gonna chimp and kill a bunch of powerless randos then you should get asuch humiliation as possible
dunno if that would do much to stop the suicide attackers tho like why give a shit youll be dead in that case anyway
No.1633753
>>1633722>like why give a shit youll be dead in that case anywayyou think that, but lik the whole thing is go out in a blaze of """glory""" and make all those heckin bullies remember you
cant do that if erryone seen you in your sisters tutu
ded or alive thats some heavy shit to have aired to the entire world, and its certainly nothing id wanna take to the grave
No.1633756
>>1633711>less than 200 kids between 7-12 gradedam that is fucking tiny
i had like 500 somethin in my grade ffs
No.1633805
anti-poop pedophile bumparoo 2
No.1635308
Spooky thread
No.1636528
I love to hoard e-books on useful stuff and downloaded lots of libraries like the-eye's, archives made by image board users like do/k/ument etc. But all of those are from clear net and I have never gone to deep/dark net before
Are there actually any useful information there? And I don't mean retarded shit like Anarchist's How to Blow Yourself Up book
No.1636552
>>1636528>Are there actually any useful information there?only if you are into pedo shit apparently
No.1636553
>>1636528havent been on in years but onions weren't worth it ime. yandex werks and isnt as glowed up
was a 'dark' i.e. not spidered site that had obscure manuals for all kinds of weird shit but cant find it now. i'll post it if i come across it
No.1636560
>>1636528i only ever used onions to buy drugs and never came across anything like explosives manuals that werent already readily available on /k/ or whatever. then silk road got btfo and everything else just seems like pedo hangouts and/or fednigger honeypots so i stopped bothering with any of it
No.1640144
>>1640125are creepypastas even a thing anymore? i miss even the shitty ones. there was also a joke one called the "mcdonalds building" that was p gud. i miss that era of the internet a lot
No.1640154
>>1640144me to budy. dudes are text to voicing old ones infrequently still but idk about new
used to stay up til the eyes got fuzzy and binge marblel hornets. best way of consumption imo
not after pastsas necessarily. been on a mythical folklore kick lately, luv me sum allegory
No.1640301
>>1640154>>1640144I like putting this guys channel on while I fall asleep. Reads a lot of r*ddit shit but also greentexts from /x/ and old creepypastas. Kinda comfy and it's not horrible some horrible AI voice.
https://www.youtube.com/@timesix_/videos No.1640311
>>164012599% just goofy ahh's talking about their innawoods experience of totally unloading their kitted out weapons at the totally real wendigo
1% are real and they are demons
No.1640330
>>1640301the reddit shit very occasionally is spooky. but yah most of those stories are either halfassed copycatting of better pastas from many years ago or just tales of some fag/whorb hearing a spooky noise and going
AAAAAAAAAA because of it with no proper buildup. lik cool retard i can go walk in the woods for a weekend and hear skery noises too its just animals doing animal shit
No.1640336
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>>1640330ya?
want something TRULY spooky??
take a look at
THIS cryptid revenant
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
No.1640364
>>1640342tell them you go to sportschan and they'll give you something that'll make you fuck off forever
No.1640376
>>1640342thats OK schitzobro you just have to be near a federal building at all times before you decide to do the thing
No.1640381
>>1640364hey spro not funny, i need some advice
and help
;_; No.1640385
>>1640381do you want to get better for real or do you want to trip out on some real hardcore fuckery?
No.1640396
>>1640381just eat some
a lot of mushrooms
they wont cure you and neither will whatever meds you're aiming for, but the high is so much better than the ones petroleum based zombifier pills give you
No.1640401
>>1640342>>1640381wtf is happening to make that happen
No.1640407
>>1640401god rubbed some of his precum on this creation's brain before slamming the lid closed and tossing its soul into its mother's dripping abused
cunt to be born with mental problems
No.1640410
>>1640407not being judgemental btw because being tossed into your mom's womb by god is cool. i just got shot into mommy from dad's
cock like some peasant
No.1640434
>>1640342look up panic attack symptoms, say that and present with them (shouldnt be hard but: fuck up your breathing patterns alternating too deep/too shallow cycles)
benzo has best chance of fixing ur shit without long term destroying your noggin and ez resell later
No.1640481
>>1640385head's constantly hurting like hell though i wouldn't mind tripping out hard. i've been planning to kms either way
>>1640396>buy shroomswhere? where tf do i find and a approach a dealer? i wouldn't mind tripping hard but where should i go finding drugs as a fellow autist?
once i had a guy intimidate me at 1am because he thought i looked lik a cop. he later followed me w his car to apologize, thought i lookd lik a junkie then asked me if i did coke.>>1640401not telling but it was humilliating and it involved a lot of people. in fact too many. it's a psychout thang and i have never been too sane
No.1640492
>>1640481live yourself and just phreak tf out sometimes
No.1640523
>>1640493Normalfags call that screeching music?
No.1640524
>>1640342>psychotic breakDid you really had a psychotic break? What did you do? And why did you let the normalfags find out?
No.1640528
>>1640524i strapped two cameras to my body and was walking up and down the sidewalk at 1am looking to be stabbed. i also happened to be yelling apparently. i don't want to elaborate any further
>why did you let the normalfags find out?a bunch of cops dragged me into the emergency psych in the first place. if it were up to me i'd have gone to bed instead
No.1640529
>>1640528lol take meds schizo
No.1640534
>>1640528just sounds like youtube eceleb type shit i bet you could monetize your madness and get sweet stab armor sponsorships
No.1640567
>>1640534this tbh, gud at something dont do it for free. i'd watch that